note 2 self: don’t get under 2 hours of sleep before a studio class ever again
apologies for no read more because of mobile but bear w me friends
for probably a week now i’ve been in a really really bad slump and i feel like it’s the worst consistent low i’ve ever experienced and idk how to deal with it i guess?? i will say that despite the fact that nothing super eventful has happened, i’ve had some really wonderful times but these awful low lows have been scattered about too and they’ve become more prominent and crippling and it’s beginning to affect my ability to work which is not something i can afford since i’m already way in over my head and most of my stress stems from work. i feel so incompetent lately, i’m not proud of my work, i feel like i don’t deserve to show work among my peers, my fear of failure is terrorizing. i’m not normally a crier but i’ve felt like crying at least once a day and it’s scaring me, i hate this feeling and i’m scared it’s going to get worse and not go away? it’s gotten bad enough that failing a 5 point quiz last class sent me spiraling down again and it’s fucking weak and dumb and i hate myself for it i hate everything that’s happening so fucking much like i’ve considered going to counseling even though i told myself i’d stay away and i have gotten some support from friends and i appreciate it so much but i don’t want to worry others and all that so basically yeah i don’t know what i’m doing it’s just word vomit at this point i’m sorry
happy monday ✌️
really really having to cry at the end of one class then having to go to another one sucks a lot haaaaaa
Kanto Illustrations #050 - 073 - Created by Piper Thibodeau
Piper’s fantastic series to illustrate the entire Pokedex marches on, and here is the latest installment! As usual, Piper’s take on each Pokemon is fun, creative, and delightfully well executed. Be sure to follow along on Tumblr or Twitter for all the latest updates.
dont you, forget about meme
why are people so obsessed with “top or bottom”
honestly im just excited to have a bunk bed
uhm im pretty sure OP was talking about sex lol. what are you 12 or something ?
. what the fuck is sex